It's Cold 「天気は寒いですね」

フフフフフ…

ちょっと寒い。

昨日天気は温かかったですが寒いになりました。

あ、夏が楽しむ！！！

学がきらいです。

つまらないよ。

エトウ…べつにしていません。

じゃね。

Spring Break Has Begun 「春休みを始まる」

＜－これは林明日香の絵だー！♥

春休みを始まる！うれしいですよ！

そうですね…

明日友の家に行く。私たちは海にたぶん行く。楽しむ！（笑）

映画の「千と千尋の神隠し」を見ました。あ、大好き。好きな日本の映画です。

遅い。（笑）　いつも遅いよ。

じゃねえ。

オヤスミナサイ～！

There Is Still Nice Weather 「まだいいお天気ですね。」

この内 いい天気ですね。

あのう、春休みは来週よ！楽しむ。

私はミュージカルにいます。オーディションは月曜日にありました。もう楽しむ！

天気はいいですから夏休みを想います。この夏はすごいですよ。

じゃ、保健体育の宿題をします。遅いねえ。

お休みなさい！

It Was Nice Yesterday 「昨日の天気はよかったですね。」

昨日の天気はよかったですねえ？

うん。

ギターとボーカルの学ぶの後で車に座って本を読みました。気を休めました。よかったですね。

つぎ、マックドナルドズへ行きました。マックドナルドズに歌の腕比べ がありました。友のコターニーは勝ちました。

夕べミーゲルにメッセージをテキストメッセージした。ミーゲルは返書をテキストメッセージしなかった。

WHATEVER.

じゃ、英語のスピーチを練習します。

またね。お休みなさい。

The Weekend 「週末」

じゃあー。

週末は悪かった。ミゲールは私にいっぱい食わした。ミゲールは「ごめんなさい」ってをテキストメセージした。ああ、私の日本語はちょっとわるいですね。￣へ￣

ねえ…今何もをしているない。

ね。

あのう…週末に合唱の大会へ行きました。私の合唱は４位がありました。

エトウ…終わりよ。

またね。

I Guess I'm Alright 「大丈夫だろう」

Hmm.. Who knew Katara was a Pokemon fan?

XD

Things have been going okay. Driving has been awesome. I took not one, but TWO leisurely drives on Sunday. I even tested my memory to see if I could remember how to get to Miguel's house, and I did remember haha (Sarah drove us both home a few weeks ago). I just drove by it though. I don't think he was home anyway because there was a play performance that day.

I walk through the music hallway at the end of the day because the entrance by it is closest to where I park. Today, I saw Miguel and this other guy practicing a dance move by the choir room. I said to Miguel that my mom said she saw him and some other guys at Hollister yesterday. He did that "staring looking at my face" thing. And he just kept looking (and I was like 5 inches from his face >__<). He's like "Huh?" and I repeated myself. And he's like "Yeah".. and I'm like "Yeah so...", and I continued on walking to the door. Haha I act so brainless sometimes :P

My last show choir competition is this weekend. I'm really excited. Maybe Miguel noticed that I've been acting really nervous and brain-dead around him and he caught my drift.. haha.. then maybe he'll actually watch Avatar on the bus with me (unlike last time..). :P I hope this is going somewhere.

This movie we watched in health class hot got me really freaked out. It's called "No One Would Tell", and it has Candace Cameron (DJ from "Full House") and Fred Savage (from "The Wonder Years" and "The Princess Bride") in it, and they play characters named Stacy and Bobby. The movie is about how Stacy and Bobby start dating. Then Bobby starts being a really huge jerk, getting extremely jealous when he sees Stacy with other guys, and he physically abuses her really badly. Of course, Stacy thinks it'll all work out, and she kinda denies that he's even doing anything to her.

Eventually, she breaks up with him. He calls her up one night and asks her to come over to his house to give him a haircut (she gives him haircuts throughout the movie, so it's not that weird). They get in a fight at his house, and Stacy goes outside and cools off. Bobby comes out of the house, trying to calm her down saying "Come on, I'll take you home". They get in his car and they drive away. He doesn't take her home. Instead, he takes her to the lake where they had their first date. He tries to talk to her saying, "I want to be together forever.. you said we'd be together forever". She says, "No! I'll always remember what we HAD, and that's it" and then she tries to walk away, but Bobby embraces her and you just see him pull out a knife behind Stacy's back. He turns her around and holds Stacy's arms behind her back, and Stacy saw the knife and is like "Bobby no! What are you doing??! I love you Bobby.. please no!". The camera pulls away and all you see is her face drop and she falls down on the ground.

Ok, if that wasn't ridiculous enough.. he drags her body near the lake, wraps her body in black tarp, and ties it up. He takes the body in a canoe out to the middle of the lake and throws the body into the water. He comes back to his car to where his friend is waiting, and his friend's like "Bobby.. what did you do. What the he*l did you do?" and Bobby says, "If I can't have her, then no one can." He got in prison for life, serves him right the little sick-o psycho loser dumb piece of crap. It was creepy. And ridiculous because you totally weren't expecting it. And this movie shows on Lifetime!

Anyways. Ok.

I'm hungry. And I have homework.

Laterzzz. アデュー！

Why 「なぜ」

<==Yeah, that's me. It's at Dollywood in Tennessee. My family went there in the fall.

Anways. Onto business.

My local McDonald's is holding a thing called "McIdol", and it's based on American Idol. It's a singing competition for the locals. First prize is $500. Anyway, I entered in it with my guitar. After the first round, they eliminated half the contestants. Luckily, I didn't get cut. The next round, no one got eliminated for some reason.. I think it may have been because the voting was unfair. You see, the more votes you have from the audience, the greater chance you'll move on. In a nutshell, if you bring like 20 people or more, regardless if you are good at singing or not, you'll most likely move on. So it's not even based on talent. Sure, there are judges, but their vote only counts as 5 votes.

Anyways, I got cut two rounds ago. I was commenting on my friends myspace, and she's also in the competition, but she's still in it. Well, I was telling her that I got eliminated, and she said that sucks and stuff. Then I said something about one guy in the competition who can't really sing that good at all.. I said I'd be really ticked if he won, because he can't really sing. My friend agreed with me. The guy brings like everyone from his work, so naturally, he didn't get eliminated. Well, I made this comment weeks ago, and today I got a message on myspace. It was from the son of the guy I mentioned up there. He said:

"hey dont say my dads bad.. ur not even in it anymore.... cuz everyone thought u were really boring"

At first I thought "Umm, what the heck?". So I sent him a message saying "Um, who the heck are you?" He replied back saying:

"my dad is the one u were talking sh*t about........ he sings in that McDonalds
American Idol. he sings in weddings and plus the sound system sucks.. ok? y r u
saying this about him.."

Then, I replied saying (trying to be as calm and mature as possible):

"if the sound system sucks than how did anyone advance/get eliminated? that
competition isn't even based on talent.. they shouldn't have called it
"mcidol"... they should have called it "who can bring the most people to
mcdonalds so mcdonalds can get business on tuesday nights". so?? i sing in show
choir, your dad sings in weddings.. what point are you trying to make? and i
wasn't talking "crap" about him. i was just saying it wouldn't be fair if he
won, because he's not the best singer. i know i wasn't the best singer, because
there were better singers. and if i was "boring", why did about 10 people come
up and ask me what my name and order number was the last time i was there? you
proved nothing in sending me this message. leave me alone please."

Then he said:

"1st... anyone who knows anything about sound systems knows THAT sound system SUCKS!...and maybe your right about who can bring the most ppl....maybe u dont know enough ppl...hell your sister wasnt even there!...ok u sing in show choir...my dad gets PAID to sing in weddings.... and its your opinion he's not the best singer and shouldn't win...cuz the second night he sang ppl came up to him and said ...we know whos gonnna win this contest......maybe you have talent but ppl thought you were boring cuz you didnt get the ppl involved....the only thing i wanted to prove was... u should think before u speak ....and hey its no problem leaving u alone"

I replied with one last message before blocking him:

" 'u should think before u speak' "

that's the pot calling the kettle black. you're the one who messaged me.

my sister wasn't there because she's in jazz band and they have practice on tuesday nights.

this conversation is over. i don't even know why i even bother..

There ya have it folks.

Bored... 「所在ない...」

I hope I won't become obsessed with this thing.

Oh well.

I'm really bored. Tomorrow, I have to:

1. Go to church.
2. Do Algebra 2/Trig Homework.
3. Sort out my life. =P

I've been really torn up inside lately. I think the thing that I want isn't really what I wanted after all. I just don't know anymore. I just really need a friend.. I really need people to confide in and love. I need a true friend.

I'm thinking about going for a leisurely drive after church tomorrow. I just really need to do something to calm me.

The play was really great. My school really is great for the most part. We have alot of talented people. Anyway, after the play, all the people who were in it lined up outside the auditorium. I hugged and briefly talked to some of my friends who were in it. One of my friends, his name is Chico, asked me if I liked it, and I said that I had high expectations and that they were fufilled, haha. He gave me a nice friendly hug, and I really enjoyed it because I hadn't had a hug like that in a long time. I think I'm getting to be really good friends with him and his girlfriend (she's a little cutie!).

The guy I'm interested was in the play too, as I've said before.. hmm.. well, I really don't know how things are going with that. =X

Augh, I don't know what I'm going to do.

I know what I'm going to do now, though.

Sleep. 寝たいんだ。

おやすみなさい！

Driving Today 「今日ドライブしています」

Tonight I'm going to see my school's play. It's "The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe", which is one of my favorite books/movies. I was really thinking about auditioning for it, but I thought I wouldn't be able to juggle both the play and show choir (show choir is a singing and dancing choir.. big commitment, big drama, big hair, big fun), so I didn't try out.

I regret not trying out. For one, tons of people in show choir are in it, so it's possible to do both. Secondly, I could have actually made some friends. Thirdly, the guy I'm interested in is in it.

But who really cares. Oh yeah, I do.

I'm definately trying out for the musical this year. My choir director said he would tell us next week what musical we're doing. I'm really excited. I just hope it's a musical that I know of and/or it's a cool one. I think "BKLYN" would be a good one, lol. But I don't think there's a lot of parts in it. Psh, oh well. There were rumours flying around that it was a musical called "Guys and Dolls".. hm, never heard of it. But if that's true, then we all know who's getting the lead girl part.. it's this girl whose competition solo song was from that musical. But, whatever, I just hope it's not that one.

I got my driver's liscence on Thursday, and it's pretty much the best thing to ever happen to me. I actually get to drive myself around!　すごいよ。

そうですね。

Well, I have leave for the play soon. じゃねえ！

Spiral & Escape 「スパイレル＊エスケープ」

Have you ever felt alone.. miserable.. bored? Have you ever felt like you wanted to escape.. Spiral & Escape?

You've come to the right place.

Here, I'll post my troubles, my rants.. everything. I guarantee you'll relate to it somehow... I'm an empathetic person, as you may come to find.

Let the fun begin. はじめましょう。